Hi all! Happy Friday! I hope your week has been good. Mine was a bit lackluster and bland. I spent most of my time watching old Disney movies and figuring out how to create a DVD. It’s a lot more complicated than it seems! Well, not necessarily complicated but it’s just my requirements are a little more complicated than the usual process of making a DVD. I’ve also been melting in the heat of my room. There’s a distinct lack of airflow in my room. I have three fans running in the background and still my room is three degrees hotter than the temperature outside. I blame my computer. It pumps out an inordinate amount of heat. What else what else? I changed my bed sheets and stuff today blah blah blah. I ate. I slept. I ate some more. Nothing of particular today. I chatted with friends who suddenly just dropped off the face of the earth and never replied back. I guess it’s my fault. I’m not good at holding down a conversation. Or maybe… instead of blaming myself, it was their fault. But let’s not be too hasty in that judgement.
I’ve been feeling rather like a useless sponge lately. Everyone seems to have found their niche and are using their talents for something productive. Why can’t I find my niche and use whatever useless gift God bestowed upon me. Perhaps I should figure out what gift that is first. Perhaps I should find my self-esteem and courage and confidence first. I have about two pieces of self-esteem out of a hundred, one piece of courage and zero confidence. Not a good amount for anyone. Self put down. Always seeking perfection but never being able to attain it. Much disappoint. Very frustrate. Such anger. Wow. Very doge.
What else do I have to say about my lack of everything important? What other put downs do I have in store for me today, besides being an utter cucumber of a person? No. Not even a cucumber. At least a cucumber can be cut into slices to flavor water. I am a bumpkin of a human being. The absolute lowest of lows. I am not worthy to be called a proper pumpkin. I am completely and utterly beyond shit, for even shit has a purpose as manure. MORE INSULTS! COME AT ME!
Movies I’ve watched this week: Cinderella (2015), Hercules, Lady and the Tramp, Peter Pan, Pocahontas, and The King’s Speech
Let the randomness of Free Association take reign and guide us to a, hopefully, happy ending!