Hi all! Happy Monday!
Sorry I missed Free Association Friday! I was feeling awfully lazy on Thursday and equally lazy on Friday, so I didn’t post anything. I feel a lack of ideas lately. I mean the whole point of the blog was to focus on something and I feel I’ve lost that something. Or perhaps I haven’t found it yet. There’s a part of me that says well fuck it then, but at the same time there’s a part of me that says I should keep blogging in order to find it. Right now I’m siding with the latter, probably because I feel so empowered right now. Yesterday, I changed some outlets and so the residual productivity is still stuck on me. Soon it’ll fade into the void that is my laziness.
I’m searching right now not only for a point to my blog but also my career. I’m looking through programs and courses online and I’m overwhelmed by all the course numbers and details. I’m getting so lost in all the information. It feels like I’m drowning. I’ve decided I’m going to get an appointment with a counsellor to see what my choices are and how to go about navigating this whirlpool of information. Though honestly, even if I figure out a way I don’t know how to pay for all of it. I’m so broke. But while the residual energy is still around, I figure I’ll try to get as much done as possible before it wanes and fades into the night.
Have a happy Monday and as always your thoughts are welcomed below!